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Seasonal Depression
03:05
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I tend to write songs about my feelings
But lately I don't feel anything
I don't want to talk to anybody
I want to be alone
I tend to get depressed when fall comes around
And it keeps getting worse into the winter
Cause every year before these months were filled with self destruction
I want to break the cycle this year
If I feel this alone when I'm surrounded by my friends
Why don't I hide away where nobody can see me
And when I'm suffocating in this soul crushing emptiness
Why don't I reach out to somebody who loves me
I thought if i could go back
And do things a little bit differently
Fixing all those past mistakes
Would be the only thing that could've made me happy
But now these pieces of my past
That for so long I was holding on to
No longer matter when looked at in the light
I had to learn how to let go
Of the self destructive things I did just to feel alive
If I feel this alone when I'm surrounded by my friends
Why don't I hide away where nobody can see me
And when I'm suffocating in this soul crushing emptiness
Why don't I reach out to somebody who loves me
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Song for the Voters
02:20
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You're part of the problem
Do you realize how obvious it is
To everyone that you're all talk
You say it's not important
That it doesn't affect you
And wonder why the people you threw under the bus don't like you
What you call progressive I call performative
You co opt our ideas for a liberal agenda
What you call decency I call conformity
You're just a product of propaganda
You thought you did your part
Because you voted blue
But when ice is in your neighborhood what the fuck will you do
When your property is more important
Than your community
It's no wonder why nobody fucking likes you
You have so much to unlearn
Before you'll even be a half way decent person
What you call progressive I call performative
You co opt our ideas for a liberal agenda
What you call decency I call conformity
You're just a product of propaganda
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Life Experience 2k19
02:51
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I'm so depressed
And my anxieties are being reinforced by my environment
Weed isn't enough to make it go away
So I sit with my feelings
I guess it sucks a lot less than being spun out
I can't stop thinking about
All the things I used to tell myself like
I am never getting better
Nobody will ever love me
The world would be better off without me
I lived and learned a lot this year
I learned how to play the banjo
And the more I learn, the more I learn
That there's so much that I do not know
I was pushed around a lot this year
I was raped and I was disowned
I've done a lot of healing
But there's so much further left to go
I am trying to get better
Why do I feel like no one loves me
And that world would have been better off without me
I showed you my truest self
Then I showed everyone else
And they didn't react the way that you did
This world isn't safe for people like me
So I dream of how it could be
And I have friends who feel the same
Maybe in this life I'm not alone
Maybe I'm not insane
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Chloe Defector Cortland, New York
another folk punk solo project that nobody asked for
Chloe Defector recommends:
Substrate Vibrations
by Spud Bugs
I play banjo in this band sometimes
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Trash Van: Repurposed. Like New.
by Trashy P & Frenz
Always gonna be my favorite band of all time
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Colossally good New Wave out of Portland, with the nerviness of Kleenex poured into hooky pop songs.
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The Corruption of What Cheer?
by Jane Doe Ensemble
Restless, agitated no wave for modern times built around razor-sharp guitar and roiling percussion from Jane Doe Ensemble.
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Sidewalkin'
by the cigarette bums
An album of garage punk stompers that will stick in your ears like bubblegum to your shoes.
go to album
